Love is....

having someoneto be with
someone you can't be without
it's wanting to hold them every second
that's what it all about..
the happiness you feel
when everything's gone wrong
the way you sit there
and think of crazy love songs.
the sadness in your heart
when you know their not there
the safeness you have
when you are feeling scared...
the hope you have
when everything's gone
the dreams you hold
when youre alone...
having someone to talk to
when no one is listening
bein' so inlove
that nothing in your life is missing....
knowing that someone loves you
and loves you forever...
thinking of you every second
thats what true love is...

warning:::: i got only zero but im ok...
jane :)

me, myslef, and i

just having some fun......

lol...with little puppy dusky...

dusky and jane...


hey, whatt..

my graduation :)


the graduates...

lol..i cant imagine i got the diff. tossil...look at that instead of white, its turnin' to green....

my little sis, me, and big sis... or the three musketteeerrssss....

Frustrating Realizations:

  • you find the perfect love, but in a wrong time.
  • you find the perfect one, but he's not inlove with you.
  • you find the perfect one, but you must be loyal to someone else.
  • you got the perfect looks, but no one takes you seriously.
  • you met the perfect personality, but you're bound to be just friends.
  • you got brains, but got a frail heart.
  • you find the courage, but it's just too late...
  • you're ready to fall inlove, but you don't know where to start...

Insensitive man

you can never teach a guy to love you the way you want to be loved...
you have to wait for him to do it in his own way,
in his own time...
that's the saddest part of bein' a girl...
but you can never teach a girl to love
the guy back the way she did before if she already grew tired and fed up.
understanding and waiting to be appreciated and
loved the way she deserves to be loved...
that's the saddest part of bein' an

i wanna be alone...

im tired.....

i wanna scream
i wanna shout....
i wanna be alone..
this is the life
I gonna hold on tight.
Im just sick...
I wanna say goodbye..
but i dont wanna leave..
****** amardszz,,, ******
hmmm...saon mani........
bye people...
and hi world...

I want

I want to be alone

so that I can cry all my sorrows...

I want to be numb

so that I can't feel the hearteaches...

I want to shout

so that I can hear my desperate voice...

I want to stay in the rain

so that the pain shall wash away...

I just want that one day

I can smile once again....


Never say I love you
If you really don't care
Never talk about feelings
If they aren't there
Never hold my hand
If you're goingto break my heart
Never say, "I'm going to..."
If you don't plan to start
Never look in my eyes
If all say are lies
Never say hello
When you really mean goodbye
If you truly mean forever
Then promise me you'll try
Never say forever
In the end I'll only cry...

It Could be Forever

Sorry, for the way I stare
Forgive me, for the way I think of you
Pardon me, for dreaming all about you
And do understand, the way I love you

If you just knew what it is like this way
I shiver when you're near
I stare at you just to sieze the day
I act so strange if you're around
I feel my heart smile when I see you
I brag endlessly uttering words about you
And "d be hurt just the thought you can't be mine

If you just know how long I've been hiding
The secret of my affection, admiration I have
I never want you to notice
That I'm simply falling in love
But I hate the way I feel this pain
The pain, the fear of not wanting you to know
Or even just to give you a single clue

ForI fear to face rejection and humiliation
If I'd think about how I acted when you're near
I think I'm gonna regret those things
Coz I assume I gonna lost that moment
Trembling, gasping for what to do and say
If I just knew how to be myself with you
If only I knew whats on your mind
Then, I didn't have to act someone else

If tomorrow comes that you'd learn
The way I see you, the way I feel for you
Please, I never want you to turn away
Let me love the sight of you
I'm really glad to have found you
I confess, that it hurts so bad falling for you
I can never grace my heart way to you

I guess I have to say this way
With your presence so heart away
I'll be unnoticed, unseen and unloved by you

I do hope it's alright
If I'd be loving you silently
You dont have to worry
I have nothing to ask for
Although I know it can't be
Just let me be this way
Maybe for a while, for a moment
Or maybe it could be forever...

Life is a journey

Life is a journey
that begins at birth,
an exploration of a paradise
called earth.

Life is a breath of fresh air
against your cheek.
It's the tears that fall
and the smile that lifts you
when you're weak.

Life is an exclamation of joy
when spring has begun.
It's the excitement you feel
beneath the sun.

Life is a cherished memory
that makes you feel warm
and the comfort of a fire
in the midst of a storm.

Life is holding your newborn
and watching your child grow.
It's pigtails and roller skates,
and fights in the snow.

Life is a heartbeat
and the song of a bird.
It's the voice of those you love
and all the music you've ever heard.

Life is the most precious gift from God
that you'll ever receive,
and to live it to its fullest,
you've only to believe...

that this is your life,
and you can be,
all you've ever
hoped to be.